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				Yeah so...
  
				So I'm 25 years old and have never had sex, had GF, made out with a couple big girls while I was really(blackout) drunk in college but nothing else. I don't really remember much about those experiences or who those girls even were. Now i'm in professional school, medical or law school, I just don't feel comfortable disclosing which it is. Anyway, I mean I'm not overweight and I really have my life together, I've just always been really shy. There's nothing seriously physically wrong with me or anything. I am beginning to just hate women. My insecurities are turning into egomania and narcissism. I hate people, women especially, more and more all the time. I can't stop thinking about past rejections. I just think, how could I have succeeded yet failed so miserably. I'm sick of feeling lonely and depressed like I have been for so long. Fuck people, alcohol will always be there, but then that catches up with you.
				
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